Thursday, January 20, 2011

My Own Journey

Today I started on 2 assignments that will both take 2 weeks the first one is to wear black fishnet tights 24/7 with no socks. Currently I am wearing them and I have been freaking out all day hoping that no one sees them. What scares me is that by the end of the 2 weeks I wont be as nervous which will keep me from checking to see if they are showing. My second one is to grow my nails for 2 weeks and then to give myself a manicure. If anyone know some more humiliating feminization assignments let me know and I will do it.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

The Begining

Hello to everyone who is going to be reading this. I am a Male that lives in the state of Kentucky I am 21 years old and I am 6'4 220 lbs. Since I was very little I have always wanted to be feminized from playing dress up with Angie my neighbor when I was 8 to wearing panties to work now. About 2 years ago I also learned what a consensual blackmail fetish was, and in August of last year I became a blackmail slave to Mistress Malice The reason I am starting this blog now is that I have been having trouble completing my assignments on time. I always do the assignments I actually have no problem doing them yet its just doing them or getting them to her done. A friend who is also being blackmailed by his mistress told me that if I blog and write out my thoughts on this everyday and constantly keep her and the assingments in my mind then I should have no problem completing them. I hope this does get me on track because the outcome of failure is not very good in this sitiuation. Ultimatly by the end (if there is one) I want to be locked in chastity for no less than a year I want to be a cock sucking cum guzzling whore and maybe on hormones. I want to be en-fem 24/7 even if its just panties and a bra under my clothes.